"Love"

I want to tell the world about how happy you make me

but I'm incapable of finding the courage to

announce to the world about the freedom I feel

because of meaningless disagreements and familiar comments with a negative association.

I want to tell our community about how you make me feel

but my feelings begin to deteriorate when I fantasize 

about the gossip and rumors  

because of those unspeakable thoughts and my mind's endless pit of fears.

I want to tell our friends about how I'm addicted to your personality

but I'm incapable of acquiring the motivation that will 

prove that these addictive thoughts and phrases that you can easily speak

are simply an act created by a handmade personality of your supposedly admirable character.

I want to tell our families about how refreshing you are

but I lack the ability to

express to them about how I've become obsessed

with a false face of yours

because you're a replaceable person whom I've fallen prey to.

I want to tell you about how much you mean to me

but I am powerless to

properly confess to you about how I've become incapable 

of living without that replaceable character you've created to fool the world with.

I want to convince myself to fall in love with someone else

but I am hopelessly infatuated

with the temporary image that you've created

because it was placed in my heart to tactfully bring ruin to my prodigal future.